7 March

7 March - A day very meaningful to me because I met 3 very special people on this very day way few years back.

In 2007 today, I officially became friends with my best friend.
We met in School, we first met in Jan but we only got to know each other with introduction this day. That was the day I could remember clearly. How it all started with this very annoyingly loving girl who makes me so happy around her. One I would never ever forget.

In 2008 today, I met D.
I always noticed him, he was always in the corner of my eye. I would always try to look my best and behave my best around him. But it is only today, when I was done crying in my school's toilet and I came out with puffy eyes and I officially met him. Then I sat by the back gate and watched him make his way closer to me and the friendship started. And the magic happens. One I would never ever forget.

In 2009 today, I officially met AJ.
I saw him in school and I started out a friendly conversation, It felt like I was teasing him because I'm always going aye A...... Which I later then found out he prefers to go by his other name. It was simple friendship and things blossom in me. The rest is history but I'm glad he came to L so I could ever meet him officially even though it was a loooong time after 7March2009. But well, I'm thankful and it was one i would never ever forget.

Today, 7 March 2012,
being the special day it is to me. I didn't meet anyone yet but it's only 6am. I got myself badly injured and It was a lesson learned lol. I want to write this entry down because it is a special day to me. A day when I met my bestfriend, my first love and a love that is so special, made with chemistry that is really hard to come by naturally. I thank God I have met these 3 people who have changed my life in many different ways because without them, I would not be who I am today.
Cheers to 7 March!

Life is a gift

The storm is coming
But I don't mind
People are dying
I close my blinds
All that I know is I'm breathing now

I want to change the world
Instead I sleep
I want to believe in more than you and me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/ingrid-michaelson-keep-breathing-lyrics.html ]
All that I know is I'm breathing
All I can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
Now now now now

All that I know is I'm breathing
All I can do is keep breathing

All we can do is keep breathing

Now

Notebook

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever.

BURST

Okay, this is one of those posts where I will go on talking about how I feel. So you can skip this.

1.

I hated you for leaving, really fucking hate you for that. Anything could have happened, especially in an unfamiliar place. Where the fuck were you for my priority? Not to mention, it's your priority too, oh you claim I mean. And you have the cheek to go on and emphasise over and over again oh just how good a friend you were to be there and handle the situation. Oh really? Because right now, I'm done being nice. I have been a hypocrite, yes I was. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be here to tolerate your shit. After what happened, I'm so done with you really. Since you wanna have so much fun, lose your mind do shit just because you were so busy trying to 'enjoy', then go ahead but I sure as hell won't be there anymore.

2.

So sorry you had to know this. I feel like it's all my fault because it seems like the person we thought didn't turn out to be just who we thought to be. No amount of sorrys can make me feel better for introducing such douche bag to you. So sorry dear girl.

3.

Just wish you could talk to me instead of keeping everything to yourself.